Kristina, it doesn't put you in a bad light at all. Anyone has the right to support any team they like for whatever reason and no-one has the right to denigrate them. I fully agree with you that you cannot rationalise your feelings for a football team, it's far too deep. There is just something in your heart that makes you freeze when the opposition is through on goal and on the other hand feel so ecstatic when you win. As to the forum you refer to, I often read it, although I have never contibuted to it, but I genuinely believe that you are welcome there Kristina, it's just that many of the Chelsea fans feel they have lost their club and can't come to terms with success. Some of the newer ones are the type that all newly successful teams attract: loud, boorish, disrepectful, insulting idiots who think they can prove their love for their team by attacking others, including their fellow Chelsea fans. There are some wiser, older heads there who actually want to discuss football and don't feel the need to prove themselves. Every forum has its share of fools, don't let them put you off. I know you never join in the baiting of Liverpool FC and its fans that is prevalent there so please feel free to contribute to this board anytime you like. You are a very welcome addition. By the way, what is your Bundesliga team....I can guess it's not Bayern Munchen .